this is my new bloggie, the old one i had abandoned for sometimes due to some reasons. Seriously i don't know what life i am having now because in last sem as well as this year many breakable incidents had happened on me which included my studies, my relationships and myself. Even now, in current sem, which had just ended up at a week more ago, i have the sense that telling myself i might get a suck results and once again disappointed my mummy and daddy, i promised I'll do better in future but it seems i torn their reliable on me. GOD, what am i supposed to do? i do know i am just a failure child for them, i just keep broke the promises. Sigh. I do hope there might be a very last chance to me and i know this time i will hold it tightly. I didn't share any of my feelings or annoying stuff to my parents because i do know i am in 20s now, i must be settle some problems on my own in order disturb them. Mom, especially you, ya, sometimes you will scold me like nobody's business and at that moment, i do hate you, and finally after i calm down, i do know i love you lots. You're the one i never wanna hurt most ! Mom, i do hope there's a miracle happen.
the most happy things i encountered in this year is, i met HIM. He gives me the hopes, the comforts, the pampered, the everything that my-EX couldn't give. ya we do quarrel but both of us know that we love each other very much. For me, he is the always adorable and paling good bfie . he does ! thanks for your love. You know what? my love to you is not a single words or a simple sentence can describe. Hope there might be many anniversaries we can celebrate together. BabyJ, i love you !
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